Sorrow

yup just that bad

Not sure what to make of myself when you lost a lot of precious things in life. It feels a lot like I will lose my mind. After losing my grandma I don't think I feel the same about life or the rest of it ever again. What is more painful is that I will never have that memory back again. Kind of like those frames that you never took in the photos or the sound that you never recorded in the studio. After this month's devastation by Thailand's worst flood in my lifetime I just realize that all of that memories are, well just like the current, passed away. Lost numerous relatives, family members, and countless others in the flood. Even though not the lives were lost directly, at least the livelihoods were gone. What would you feel when those around your childhood were just... gone...

Sky Blue Sky

After 5 weeks back in Australia seems like maybe the excitement wears off, workload starts to pile up, and the bluer the weather the bluer I am. Maybe I just had a week off gym, maybe I start slacking off at uni.

And for whatever reason I find myself looking at those lovely blue sky and wonder what the heck is this all about?

Let's get it together again! You are too old to be wondering up this pile of crap!

Melbourne, Australia

Here we are again. Thursday 21 July 2011 marks my return to Australia.
So friggin' glad I am back.

Franklin Street Station

The Show Goes On!

Just a little toast to myself on getting back to this blog, walk on :)

 

Whoa...

I was doing some house-cleaning today and clean-install my old PC in BKK condo so just import all my favs in Firefox to backup and get ready for formatting the drive. And heck I was looking at some of the favs and check out some of the sites that I have not been to in a while and just went there and cancelled membership/subscriptions which there were quite a lot. Until I came to this blog. For a moment of madness there I was thinking of getting rid of this blog entirely since I am not even blogging on regular basis. Then common sense kicked in, just in time, and it said to me 'don't even fucking do it'... so that's that the blog is still here :)

My beautiful hometown Songkhla

I disappeared out of the face of the earth for a while. I just lost my dearly, beloved grandma. I was disappointed with myself in my last job. I guess I had that fresh-out-of-uni period coming back to me again. But I was at home in Songkhla and it was good to refresh and recharge again.Also good news is I'm going back to Australia for my Masters, although in Melbourne not Sydney.

I'll slowly fill this space up again. Damn I glad I didn't delete this. WTF was I thinking...